Suck up

my fme is filled with questions from my haters haha. I don't really care about them you know i mean i try to fix me, but why are they act like they know all about me, about my life, isn't life of your own is already hard to taking care of? why bother mine? They told me to look at my questions and fix my self because that is a comment, okay that is not commenting that's mocking you know! I'm tired of people said i'm playgirl or sort of things, you don't even know half of my love life, esp. about Helmi they were like crazy about him and hated me because i said no to him. I used to liked him but that's history you know, we got close and then he was gone for several weeks and he suddenly asked me to be his girlfriend? i mean come on! what do you want me to say? yes? just because i got close with him and blushing when i was around him? if you answering someone who ask you to be your boyfriend if it's right for you, you don't have to think the answer, you'll know! it'll spontaneously pop in your heart! it's like dingdingdingding and then YES!! and i didn't feel that way, my heart didn't feel right. And there it was the answer that makes the girls hates me. He's a great boy but i don't think it'll be a long relationship with him you know and i don't want that. I told my bestfriend haura&dinda about that and they were like "Oh untung aja gue pikir lo main asal terima" (that's why i love them) they totally gets it. Okay and then time goes by blablabla, and then he got sick last week, and all of us one class went to visit him, was that wrong? i mean to visit your own classmate? and the girls hates me because they say that i was flirt with him at the hospital (Well they said it on my fme, i mean i know it's a girl because boys doesn't really care about these things) But actually.......no girls were with me at his room. i went up to his room the security told us to divided into some groups that contains 4 persons each, i was with ilman, altito, and irsyad no girls! so they didn't really know what was happened at the room, i found his friends were there first and they were all boys and i was like sitting near the window, kinda far from his bed, and didn't go close to his bed at all! and i was there for only 5 minutes and i went home! that's it. Now if you Helmi's fans read this suck up guys!!